Roawr.

Writing a pointless blog, yet again, because I'm bored and you deserve to know more about me. Before you even begin to think you know me.

Only a few people know "me" and what's gone on in my life, what's going on. All the ins and outs and thing. They know these things, because they took the time to find them out, and gain my trust. I'm not a type of person that throws my life story out there, and lets it fall into the wrong hands. People would then know too much about me, and could use it against me.

I cannot stand people, who are only talking to me for the gossip. For the ups and downs of my life. I'm not a stupid little girl, and I won't fall for your tricks. I dislike alot of people and you're most likely one of them, but I'm always open to meeting new people. But if you make one bad move, I find it hard to regain the trust, or friendship that we had. You let me down once, you'll probably do it again. I know people say everyone deserve a second chance. But sometime a second chance, is letting someone in, and letting them rip you down again. You've been there once, why make yourself vunrable?

I don't believe in God. I am an Atheist. But don't give me crap about how God isn't real, and how religion is aload of rubbish...because if you haven't noticed, not believing in God is a religion in it's self. I could sit here and tell you about the bad things you're doing, or I could tell you how stupid you are in doing so. I'll tell people how it is. Tell them straight. No if's or but's. If you don't like it, don't ask. It'll most probably hurt you, but it will stop you making a fool of yourself to every one else.

If I don't know you, I won't add you and I'd most probably avoid you. I'll acknowledge your being, but random people scare me.. If you know things about me, and I know nothing about you. It's freaks me out. That defeats the whole object of having a blog. But I no way, ever thought, anyone would read every single post, analyse it until they thought they knew me. My "blog" is a tiny insite to me. Barely anything. Not even the first barrier of my personality. This highlight most bad things about me, all the downsides, and makes me sound incredibly bitchy. But bitches gossip about pointless thing. I don't see the point. If I want to know something, I'll find it out. From the person. Not go round asking everyone, until I get into a mess, and can't untangle myself. I'd rather be invisible. Then people noticing me.

If I had one superpower, it would to be invisible.
Still here, but unnoticed. It would be amazing.

We're the only planet with CHOCOLATE!

I'm sorry for not writing in this in a long time. I've been busy, so much has gone on in my life, and I'm not ready to paste it all over blogspot, twitter, facebook, nothing. Whoever is reading this, I doubt anyone now, because I haven't written in forever, but whoever is, will just have to wait, until I post more and more.. I really should do. I've got out of the habit.

Yesterday I recieved a letter in the post.
I never receive letters in the post, so this was an exciting moment for someone as sad as me! I have a friend, who lives in Wales, his name is Dave, and we write eachother letters. Not love letters. Or anything like that. Just friendly letters, about life.. And sometimes we send eachother pictures, or drawings that we've done.

So in the envolope, was 3 sheets off paper.
1st- A drawing of myself, drawn by Dave. It's astonishing.
2nd+3rd- A long letter to me, from Dave, asking how I've been, and just lovely things like that.

I thought I'd share this with you, because I've never recieved a letter in the post! Well one like this.. I get bank statements, but that's no where near as exciting as this!


But yes! Dave!

As soon as I met him, I knew he was badass.
He knows me so well, alot better than a lot of people! A lot of people who think they know me, this boy just out does them all. He knows me inside and out. And I wish the best for him in the future.

You're an amazing artist, you're work is just, WOW, mind blowing. I'll have to upload of the picture you drew, of me. It's astonishing. I'm going to put it on my wall. Some of the art I've seen you draw over webcam, or that you've shown me is amazing! I hope one day, you will do something with your talent, and if you do, you will go far.

One day you should visit England, you know where you're going now, being as your letter got here. So follow it, and come visit!
Keep your chin up, and your head held high.
One day you will become very succesful.
And I will be so proud to call you my bestfriend.

♥

If you want a rainbow you've got to put up with the rain...

I know I haven't written in or on this for a while, but I had planned to not update my Blog until it gave back my last two posts, 1 about Megan, the other about Joe.

They have now, therefore I can write on here and be happy!

I guess I'm going to write about anything that comes to mind, because yet again, I have nothing to write about. The life I lead, isn't "boring" the things that happen are just far to extreme to put into words. So you'll just have to miss out.

Whilst writing that small paragraph, it gave me an idea about what to write about...
Nothing But The Truth.
I can't stand people who think they understand me, or know what's going on in my life. When they don't. And the people that do know, well there's a reason for them knowing.

If you want to know what it's like to be me, take the time to get to know me. Get to like or hate me. In the end it doesn't really matter, because both will only make me stronger.



{People put up walls not to keep other out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.}
{It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.}{I'm a lover not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.}{When the world says, "Give up.", Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."}{Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars.}{Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.}{What hurts the most: Saying something and wishing you didn't, or saying nothing and wishing that you did?}

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