Saturday, 16 April 2011

Because I'm Tommy's slave.

To Tommy,

I know I haven't known you very long, but we've become really close, and I trust you so much more now. I hope you're happy with the fact I wrote this because you begged me too. And that you should love me forever!:D

Okay, well.
You're funny, I loved your long hair, and I miss it very muchly, but feel free to borrow mine when you get cold :3

You always manage to cheer me up and make me chuckle, even at the worst times POSSIBLE -.-
You're a funny child;) sucks to be from TLA eh?;)

NEWKIDNEWKID.

Well you're like a little big brother to me. And You mean alot, and I'd miss you an awful lot if you left me</3

What I hate..

I've never blogged so much! But this is what my life is coming down too.. Sitting infront of a laptop typing and ranting away, to what no ones reads, funfun!

Okay..

So I actually can't stand it when people do things for attention.
Also all of these reasons...

-When girls act dumb for boys attention. No, this does not make you look cool. It makes you look like a bimbo. Completly idiotic with no education. Yes you go to school. And when you aren't around this certain person, you are an intelletcual badman. But when you get near this person, it's like..Everything you knows goes, and makes you act like a dumbf**k. -.-

-When girls pretend to have a lisp. -.- Talk properly. We all know you're putting it on. And it's offensive to people who do have them.

-FOUNDATION LIPS. EW EW EW. NO. </3 Big big big no. Don't do it. Who's going to want to kiss you with makeup all round your face? Ew. They'd end up wearing half of it. NO NO NO.

-When people talk to you, constantly, and won't get the hint you don't want to talk to them. -.- It's so rude to interupt me when I'm ignoring you.

-People who call girls "fit." or "hot." it means you're looking at there body, not there face, personalilty or deep down inside.

-Spiders. Ew.

-People that stereotype. But that's a whoooole different blog.

-Formspring. What is the point!? -.-

-People that can't spell simples words, and yes, I know, I make typo's and can't spell some words. Drop it. I'm only human.

-People who talk like this: "ite bbz, u k? wubu2"


Mentions carried on:

Dan Long-
Don't know you too well, but you seem like an alright kiddo. :)

Mentions:)

Lewis Denyer-
Fallen out with this guy so many times, I can't count anymore. -.-
BUT He still means an awful lot to me, and I'd still do anything for him:)

James Goddard-
This child, is an absolute goon, but I love him;D
He's my unrelated big brother, my bestfriend, he picks me up when I fall, and cheers me up when I'm down.
I have so much to thank him for<3

Megan Buchanan-
This girl is my bestest girlfriend, sister, bestfriends, brother, husband, wifey, whatever, I have so much in common with this girl, we got on from day 1, and she's constantly helping me through life, I'm always going to be here for you girly<3 I love you so much.

Joe Glynn-
I love him. With all I have. Definition of perfect. Right there. I've told him what he means to me, and ceebs to type it out again;D <3
But, I love you Joe<3

SO many people.. SO little time..

Emily Lewis-
I LOVE THIS GIRL.
She moved away. And I miss her so much</3
I love you Emileh, come home<3<3<3<3

I give up. -.- <3

BAI<3

UPDATES ;3


Well, I think the last time I uploaded a picture, was a few months ago :) So heeeere.

This is me now, and this is my new HUUUUUGE hairspray:)
Hairspray; is my lifesaver. I neeed it. My hair would be a HUGE disaster without it</3

Well, I'm still Chloe, I'm still 14, and I get my braces off (hopefully) in twoweeks.

I always tell people to stay true to them selves, and be who they want to be. Ignore the haters. But it's easier said then done. Haters. They're everywhere. We're human, off course we care about what people think about us. Boys like what they see, and girls like what they hear, it's why girls wear makeup and boys lie.

I'm an open minded person, but sometimes, the littlest things set me off..
Before anyone states it, I am not emo. I am no scene. I am me. And if you don't like it, who am I to stop you hating? You are the people who made me who I am to day. You build me up and break me down. But altogether you're just making me stronger. Helping me face my fears. And getting me far inlife.

I believe in ghosts.
I believe in guardian angels.
I believe in the spirits.
And I believe that someone, or something, is watching me. Wherever I go, I have this suspition that something has a careful eye on me... For good or bad. It freaks me out -.-

I'm not the bravest person, nor the strongest. But I'll stick up for my family, and the ones I love.
I'm a lover, not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.
I've been used. I've been lied to. I've been broken. I've been torn. I've been brokedown. I've been humiliated. I've been embarrassed. I've made mistakes. But what do you expect? I'm a human girl. At the end of the day I'm doing what I love to do. I'm doing what makes me happy, and what makes me smile. I'm being who I want to be. Whether that's what you hate. I'm not changing for anybody.

My first concert was Girls Aloud -.- *facepalms*
My second was Mika, third, GreenDay, fourth, A Day To Remember, fifth All Time Low, and my sixth will be Take That, :)

I'm impatient. I'm insecure. I have imperfections. But you've just got to accept that.
I really want this to happen:L on 21/12/2012, I wanna get a text saying: "If the world really does end today, I just want you to know I love you."

I love my guitar and I love twitter<3

https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead <-- my twitter, hinthint.
http://www.facebook.com/chloee.louiseee <-- facebook, hinthint.

Because I want to get a point across.

You shouldn't change because people don't like the way you are. Try to be original, although original isn't around anymore. You can't be yourself without being judged. You can't be yourself without earning a label. You shouldn't need to change, because if people truly liked you, they'd look past your flaws.

If you wear a hoodie, you're instantly a chav.
If you wear black, you're instantly a goth.
If you wear skinnies and dark makeup, you're an emo.
If you wear makeup, you're plastic.

Although, I must agree, some people do wear to much makeup, and make themself look like the next generation of barbie. Less is more. Unless it's eyeliner. Eyeliner IS my world.

I wear eyeliner, I have black hair, I have black nails, I wear skinnies, and I want snakebites. I've stretched my ear, and I wear band t-shirts, and hoodies. This is how I like to dress, this is how I feel comftable. In no means am I "emo", "goth" or "scene". Personally, I believe it is wrong to label people. Everyone has a different personality and no one is the same. Therefore how is it physically POSSIBLE to label people? Trying to put people into "catergories" would never work. Everyone is DIFFERENT. No two people are the SAME. Okay, so some people like to wear skinnies, some people like to wear short dresses, but I'm pretty sure, everyone doesn't JUST wear these clothes. They have pyjamas? They have formal wear. They have informal wear.

I doubt anyone will read this far down :'3
But, THE best cover of Umbrella just came on in my playlist :') All Time Low<3

"Because when the sun shines we'll shine togetheeeeer"

Anywhom,
It's wrong to judge, lable, catergorize people. Think how you would feel if you were put into this certain "list" of people, and people though you all acted the same? You'd hate it. Because you're different to everyone. Certain people don't think it's right to be different. But it's good. Be yourself. Not who people want you to be.

Rant done. :)

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

I have a bestfriend, who is my brother. And I admire him so much.

To James;

Well what can I say...

It feels like I've known you for forever and a day, you know me so well, and your always someone I look upto. You help me through rough times, and make me smile and laugh constantly. You're my bestfriend and my brother, and you mean everything to me. I know you've been through some hard times, but I hope you know I'm always here by your side every step you take. Never regret anything that once made you smile. Some decisions in life may be hard, but I know you'll always choose the right ones. I admire you for being able to be yourself, and express yourself the way you do. I love the trust we have, I feel as if I can tell you anything, and you're so open minded to everything I tell you, and you always take on board what I tell you, and help me through everything.

I know you'll always be there when I need my bestfriend. I know you'll always be there when I need my brother. I don't care if we dress differently to others, or how we act is different. I like how we can be ourselfves round eachother, and just forget about all the worries and talk to eachother about them.

I've never had a bestfriend like you, or someone who is so much like my big brother<3.

Bestfriends are like four-leaf clovers,
hard to find, and lucky to have<3

I love you Jameeeesy:3

love from your sister, Chloe.

<3<3<3<3