I have no idea where to start when writing this now.. Huge apologies for not writing in so many months.. It feels like it's been forever.
First things first:
I have a boyfriend! He's called Dafydd. He's not new but you didn't know about him because I haven't written in ages. He's so sweet and lovely. He has adorable blue eyes, and the cutest smile. But I'll tell you more about him later.
I've started year 10 at school, which now means I'm doing my GCSE's. For those of you who want to know, I took Double Art, Child Development, and Drama. Although school is a depressing time, it has to be done so I can get a good job.
What's been going on:
I've dyed my hair blonde.
It's my birthday in a week.
I'm going to be 15!
I love Daf.
This summer has been crap.
I really should make a new blog, because this has things that could upset other people in it now, but looking back it really is like my diary.
Thankyou for all the reading and viewing. 700! Wow.
R.I.P 9/11. My thought are with you.
Monday, 12 September 2011
Friday, 24 June 2011
Roawr.
Writing a pointless blog, yet again, because I'm bored and you deserve to know more about me. Before you even begin to think you know me.
Only a few people know "me" and what's gone on in my life, what's going on. All the ins and outs and thing. They know these things, because they took the time to find them out, and gain my trust. I'm not a type of person that throws my life story out there, and lets it fall into the wrong hands. People would then know too much about me, and could use it against me.
I cannot stand people, who are only talking to me for the gossip. For the ups and downs of my life. I'm not a stupid little girl, and I won't fall for your tricks. I dislike alot of people and you're most likely one of them, but I'm always open to meeting new people. But if you make one bad move, I find it hard to regain the trust, or friendship that we had. You let me down once, you'll probably do it again. I know people say everyone deserve a second chance. But sometime a second chance, is letting someone in, and letting them rip you down again. You've been there once, why make yourself vunrable?
I don't believe in God. I am an Atheist. But don't give me crap about how God isn't real, and how religion is aload of rubbish...because if you haven't noticed, not believing in God is a religion in it's self. I could sit here and tell you about the bad things you're doing, or I could tell you how stupid you are in doing so. I'll tell people how it is. Tell them straight. No if's or but's. If you don't like it, don't ask. It'll most probably hurt you, but it will stop you making a fool of yourself to every one else.
If I don't know you, I won't add you and I'd most probably avoid you. I'll acknowledge your being, but random people scare me.. If you know things about me, and I know nothing about you. It's freaks me out. That defeats the whole object of having a blog. But I no way, ever thought, anyone would read every single post, analyse it until they thought they knew me. My "blog" is a tiny insite to me. Barely anything. Not even the first barrier of my personality. This highlight most bad things about me, all the downsides, and makes me sound incredibly bitchy. But bitches gossip about pointless thing. I don't see the point. If I want to know something, I'll find it out. From the person. Not go round asking everyone, until I get into a mess, and can't untangle myself. I'd rather be invisible. Then people noticing me.
If I had one superpower, it would to be invisible.
Still here, but unnoticed. It would be amazing.
Only a few people know "me" and what's gone on in my life, what's going on. All the ins and outs and thing. They know these things, because they took the time to find them out, and gain my trust. I'm not a type of person that throws my life story out there, and lets it fall into the wrong hands. People would then know too much about me, and could use it against me.
I cannot stand people, who are only talking to me for the gossip. For the ups and downs of my life. I'm not a stupid little girl, and I won't fall for your tricks. I dislike alot of people and you're most likely one of them, but I'm always open to meeting new people. But if you make one bad move, I find it hard to regain the trust, or friendship that we had. You let me down once, you'll probably do it again. I know people say everyone deserve a second chance. But sometime a second chance, is letting someone in, and letting them rip you down again. You've been there once, why make yourself vunrable?
I don't believe in God. I am an Atheist. But don't give me crap about how God isn't real, and how religion is aload of rubbish...because if you haven't noticed, not believing in God is a religion in it's self. I could sit here and tell you about the bad things you're doing, or I could tell you how stupid you are in doing so. I'll tell people how it is. Tell them straight. No if's or but's. If you don't like it, don't ask. It'll most probably hurt you, but it will stop you making a fool of yourself to every one else.
If I don't know you, I won't add you and I'd most probably avoid you. I'll acknowledge your being, but random people scare me.. If you know things about me, and I know nothing about you. It's freaks me out. That defeats the whole object of having a blog. But I no way, ever thought, anyone would read every single post, analyse it until they thought they knew me. My "blog" is a tiny insite to me. Barely anything. Not even the first barrier of my personality. This highlight most bad things about me, all the downsides, and makes me sound incredibly bitchy. But bitches gossip about pointless thing. I don't see the point. If I want to know something, I'll find it out. From the person. Not go round asking everyone, until I get into a mess, and can't untangle myself. I'd rather be invisible. Then people noticing me.
If I had one superpower, it would to be invisible.
Still here, but unnoticed. It would be amazing.
Thursday, 23 June 2011
We're the only planet with CHOCOLATE!
I'm sorry for not writing in this in a long time. I've been busy, so much has gone on in my life, and I'm not ready to paste it all over blogspot, twitter, facebook, nothing. Whoever is reading this, I doubt anyone now, because I haven't written in forever, but whoever is, will just have to wait, until I post more and more.. I really should do. I've got out of the habit.
Yesterday I recieved a letter in the post.
I never receive letters in the post, so this was an exciting moment for someone as sad as me! I have a friend, who lives in Wales, his name is Dave, and we write eachother letters. Not love letters. Or anything like that. Just friendly letters, about life.. And sometimes we send eachother pictures, or drawings that we've done.
So in the envolope, was 3 sheets off paper.
1st- A drawing of myself, drawn by Dave. It's astonishing.
2nd+3rd- A long letter to me, from Dave, asking how I've been, and just lovely things like that.
I thought I'd share this with you, because I've never recieved a letter in the post! Well one like this.. I get bank statements, but that's no where near as exciting as this!
But yes! Dave!
As soon as I met him, I knew he was badass.
He knows me so well, alot better than a lot of people! A lot of people who think they know me, this boy just out does them all. He knows me inside and out. And I wish the best for him in the future.
You're an amazing artist, you're work is just, WOW, mind blowing. I'll have to upload of the picture you drew, of me. It's astonishing. I'm going to put it on my wall. Some of the art I've seen you draw over webcam, or that you've shown me is amazing! I hope one day, you will do something with your talent, and if you do, you will go far.
One day you should visit England, you know where you're going now, being as your letter got here. So follow it, and come visit!
Keep your chin up, and your head held high.
One day you will become very succesful.
And I will be so proud to call you my bestfriend.
♥
Yesterday I recieved a letter in the post.
I never receive letters in the post, so this was an exciting moment for someone as sad as me! I have a friend, who lives in Wales, his name is Dave, and we write eachother letters. Not love letters. Or anything like that. Just friendly letters, about life.. And sometimes we send eachother pictures, or drawings that we've done.
So in the envolope, was 3 sheets off paper.
1st- A drawing of myself, drawn by Dave. It's astonishing.
2nd+3rd- A long letter to me, from Dave, asking how I've been, and just lovely things like that.
I thought I'd share this with you, because I've never recieved a letter in the post! Well one like this.. I get bank statements, but that's no where near as exciting as this!
But yes! Dave!
As soon as I met him, I knew he was badass.
He knows me so well, alot better than a lot of people! A lot of people who think they know me, this boy just out does them all. He knows me inside and out. And I wish the best for him in the future.
You're an amazing artist, you're work is just, WOW, mind blowing. I'll have to upload of the picture you drew, of me. It's astonishing. I'm going to put it on my wall. Some of the art I've seen you draw over webcam, or that you've shown me is amazing! I hope one day, you will do something with your talent, and if you do, you will go far.
One day you should visit England, you know where you're going now, being as your letter got here. So follow it, and come visit!
Keep your chin up, and your head held high.
One day you will become very succesful.
And I will be so proud to call you my bestfriend.
♥
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
If you want a rainbow you've got to put up with the rain...
I know I haven't written in or on this for a while, but I had planned to not update my Blog until it gave back my last two posts, 1 about Megan, the other about Joe.
They have now, therefore I can write on here and be happy!
I guess I'm going to write about anything that comes to mind, because yet again, I have nothing to write about. The life I lead, isn't "boring" the things that happen are just far to extreme to put into words. So you'll just have to miss out.
Whilst writing that small paragraph, it gave me an idea about what to write about...
Nothing But The Truth.
I can't stand people who think they understand me, or know what's going on in my life. When they don't. And the people that do know, well there's a reason for them knowing.
If you want to know what it's like to be me, take the time to get to know me. Get to like or hate me. In the end it doesn't really matter, because both will only make me stronger.
{People put up walls not to keep other out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.}
{It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.}{I'm a lover not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.}{When the world says, "Give up.", Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."}{Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars.}{Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.}{What hurts the most: Saying something and wishing you didn't, or saying nothing and wishing that you did?}
Quotes.
I quote alot on my twitter;
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They have now, therefore I can write on here and be happy!
I guess I'm going to write about anything that comes to mind, because yet again, I have nothing to write about. The life I lead, isn't "boring" the things that happen are just far to extreme to put into words. So you'll just have to miss out.
Whilst writing that small paragraph, it gave me an idea about what to write about...
Nothing But The Truth.
I can't stand people who think they understand me, or know what's going on in my life. When they don't. And the people that do know, well there's a reason for them knowing.
If you want to know what it's like to be me, take the time to get to know me. Get to like or hate me. In the end it doesn't really matter, because both will only make me stronger.
{People put up walls not to keep other out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.}
{It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.}{I'm a lover not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.}{When the world says, "Give up.", Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."}{Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars.}{Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.}{What hurts the most: Saying something and wishing you didn't, or saying nothing and wishing that you did?}
Quotes.
I quote alot on my twitter;
https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead
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Sunday, 22 May 2011
Megan Buchanan.
Megan;
I know we're so close, and I know we're bestfriends, But I've nevereverever told you how much you mean to me. You're my bestfriend. My only girl bestfriend. And it means so much to me to have someone like you in my life. I must off done something amazing to deserve someone like you in my life.
You're like my sister. We've become so close and I trust you with everything I ever have. We've never kept a secret from one another, and that really means alot knowing we're so open with one another >.<
When I first met you we didn't have the best friendship in the world, but since then we've just progressed. I guess 2011 was my year, and brought me you! :D
You're my bestfriend. My sister. And I'm here whenever you need me.
I love you. <3
I know we're so close, and I know we're bestfriends, But I've nevereverever told you how much you mean to me. You're my bestfriend. My only girl bestfriend. And it means so much to me to have someone like you in my life. I must off done something amazing to deserve someone like you in my life.
You're like my sister. We've become so close and I trust you with everything I ever have. We've never kept a secret from one another, and that really means alot knowing we're so open with one another >.<
When I first met you we didn't have the best friendship in the world, but since then we've just progressed. I guess 2011 was my year, and brought me you! :D
You're my bestfriend. My sister. And I'm here whenever you need me.
I love you. <3
Sunday, 15 May 2011
Updates;
I did a nice long post about my gorgeous Joe; but sadly, Blogspot deleted it:(</3 I'm not going to re-write it, I'm just going to hope blogspot give it back O.o
Today; Sunday 15th May 2011.
I got my belly button pierced, it's a purple bananabell, and it hurt alot. If you're getting it pierced, don't listen to your friends. I'm going to tell you as it is, the pain is bareable. The only part that hurt was putting the actual bananabell (jewel thingy) in.
Yesterday; Saturday 14th May 2011.
My daddy's birthday! I made him a cake and I'll put a picture up later off it, it took me forever! And I got him some cufflinks :) Happy birthday for a day ago pappaa:)
I haven't got much to write about today, so bye.
Today; Sunday 15th May 2011.
I got my belly button pierced, it's a purple bananabell, and it hurt alot. If you're getting it pierced, don't listen to your friends. I'm going to tell you as it is, the pain is bareable. The only part that hurt was putting the actual bananabell (jewel thingy) in.
Yesterday; Saturday 14th May 2011.
My daddy's birthday! I made him a cake and I'll put a picture up later off it, it took me forever! And I got him some cufflinks :) Happy birthday for a day ago pappaa:)
I haven't got much to write about today, so bye.
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
FUN BIT 8'D
Okay so; I'm having fun with fruit :')
It started off in my English class, when we were drawing on oranges, and it progressed from there; so here are some images off my FRUIT-FRIENDS. :D
If you have any fruit or things you'd like to see me draw; or anything else you would like me to write about, email me here at;
everytimeitrytoflyifall@hotmail.co.uk
thankyou.
PICTURES.
It started off in my English class, when we were drawing on oranges, and it progressed from there; so here are some images off my FRUIT-FRIENDS. :D
If you have any fruit or things you'd like to see me draw; or anything else you would like me to write about, email me here at;
everytimeitrytoflyifall@hotmail.co.uk
thankyou.
PICTURES.
Hugging banana's :'3 love these.
You've seen this before, but ORANGE!
NU WAI ORANGE.
I uploaded the peace and love picture above, because I drew it in english, on the back off my work, and I was proud, okay? :'3
So there will be more if you email me what you want, it doesn't have to just be fruit, shout outs whatevever, email me :D
The email adress was made for use with my blogs and vlogs, no personal information to be given out.
The email adress was made for use with my blogs and vlogs, no personal information to be given out.
Everyday I'm shuffling; 8)
I've just got in from school, and people are telling me to write more on here, and to write about lots of things; so here it is. :)
My day;
The poem thingy :)
ORANGE!
My day;
Today is Wednesday 11th May, 2011.. I had school today from 8.30am - 3.20pm. During this time, so many people told me they read my blog, and watch my vlog, which made me feel really happy inside, and made me want to write more for you guys to read! Sometimes I run out of things to say, so I just ramble, so please stop reading if it's boring you...
Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and other site like it;
If you're looking for me on facebook or any other sites like it, don't bother, I won't add you. They're private. And for myself and my pesonal friends and family. But feel free to follow me on Blogspot, Twitter, and YouTube. I'll put the links at the bottom.
-I should hope if you already knew this, you wouldn't off read this bit, and gone "Gosh Chloe, I already knew this! Silleh!"
But if you are still reading it... HAI! :)
But back to the main focus; internet sites.
I hope you'd know not to add people you don't know, and to make your profile private blahblah, because I'm not your mummy, or guardian, so be safe...
But incase you aren't private, and accept strangers, DON'T DO IT! Y'all insane? I don't want to loose you guys, I love you all too much. :'3
Enough about that...
My day at school;
Well I never ever ever tell you about my school life, because there honestly is nothing to it, I go in, I have 5 lessons, and I come home. Cut the crap, and get to work. But recently my English lessons have become amusing, because we've been writing poems. I adore poems. I could write them until I die. And now I sound like a "geek" "boff" or whatever to you, but if you're going to judge me, get over yourself. You barely know ME. But yeah, poems, I love love love them. So we had to make some out of words out of newspapers, my table made 2, and I'm really proud of them... DON'T JUDGE ME! :'( So I'll upload a picture of one of the so you can see/read it :'3 .
Also this girl Issy, in my class, brings oranges to school, so we amuse ourselves by drawing faces on them. So I'll upload 2 pictures off the orange face thingys.
Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and other site like it;
If you're looking for me on facebook or any other sites like it, don't bother, I won't add you. They're private. And for myself and my pesonal friends and family. But feel free to follow me on Blogspot, Twitter, and YouTube. I'll put the links at the bottom.
-I should hope if you already knew this, you wouldn't off read this bit, and gone "Gosh Chloe, I already knew this! Silleh!"
But if you are still reading it... HAI! :)
But back to the main focus; internet sites.
I hope you'd know not to add people you don't know, and to make your profile private blahblah, because I'm not your mummy, or guardian, so be safe...
But incase you aren't private, and accept strangers, DON'T DO IT! Y'all insane? I don't want to loose you guys, I love you all too much. :'3
Enough about that...
My day at school;
Well I never ever ever tell you about my school life, because there honestly is nothing to it, I go in, I have 5 lessons, and I come home. Cut the crap, and get to work. But recently my English lessons have become amusing, because we've been writing poems. I adore poems. I could write them until I die. And now I sound like a "geek" "boff" or whatever to you, but if you're going to judge me, get over yourself. You barely know ME. But yeah, poems, I love love love them. So we had to make some out of words out of newspapers, my table made 2, and I'm really proud of them... DON'T JUDGE ME! :'( So I'll upload a picture of one of the so you can see/read it :'3 .
Also this girl Issy, in my class, brings oranges to school, so we amuse ourselves by drawing faces on them. So I'll upload 2 pictures off the orange face thingys.
The poem thingy :)
ORANGE!
<3
LOVES.
LOVES.
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
Just realised..
I've just realised that everything in my blog is rather depressing, or just me rambling on about everything and nothing. So this post is about the greater things in life, yes, I do have them , I just don't write about them... >.<
The most important;
The most important;
The most important thing that has happened to me this year, was meeting the best people, in the world. The people I hold close to my heart. The people who know me better than anyone else. The people who I trust with my life. My bestfriends. They know who they are, they're may not be many, but they're my shining stars. They make my life amazing and funny. They pick me up when I'm down. And I love them all. It's suprising how close you get to people over 6 months. So thankyou guys, I love you<3
Some more things about me, that you may not off known;
I'm probably the coolest, un-coolest girl you'll know. I make a fool out off myself, and I'm rubbish at cheering people up; but if you tell me a secret I'll take it to my grave. If you prove to me that I can trust you, then I probably will. I'm incredibly gullible. And I lovelovelove making new friends. I love photography. And one day, I wish world peace would happen and everyone would hold hands and be like "Yeah. F*ck you other planets. We got over our troubles."
I'm impatient, I'm insecure, and I constantly get put down about the way I dress/look. I'M NO EMO FOO'!
Nevershoutnever could tell my life story, and I want the peace sign tattooed on me somewhere, preferably my hip, or wrist. Now you're reading this you'll be thinking "Geeee, eco freak." But I'm not. I care for the world, and I care for the future. We're the only planet in our universe who's like this, and we're prepared to chuck it away. A little selfish don't you think? We'll keep it for ourselves, but what about the next generation? You're just going to leave it a state for them? I think not.
I'm impatient, I'm insecure, and I constantly get put down about the way I dress/look. I'M NO EMO FOO'!
Nevershoutnever could tell my life story, and I want the peace sign tattooed on me somewhere, preferably my hip, or wrist. Now you're reading this you'll be thinking "Geeee, eco freak." But I'm not. I care for the world, and I care for the future. We're the only planet in our universe who's like this, and we're prepared to chuck it away. A little selfish don't you think? We'll keep it for ourselves, but what about the next generation? You're just going to leave it a state for them? I think not.
Saturday, 7 May 2011
Photography.
I edited this on a different picture, and it was all in black and white and just the daisi was coloured. It looksed amazing.
See a penny pick it up, and all the day you'll have goodluck.
So on that note, I'll upload some pictures onto here..
All copyrighted to me. So yeah-no stealing :P
:).
Friday, 6 May 2011
rant rant rant rant rant rant rant.....
Okay, So I sit here writing this, but then it's like, what's the point? No one's going to read it and I'm not going to get anywhere with it. It's just going to be me ranting on about something stupid, or something that bothers me, and you're all going to be like "Again? -.- "
So I sit here writing about anything and everything that I hate or love, wasting your time, I don't even know why I say "you" "your" or anything, cause I doubt many people even read this. -.-
Okay so I know;
-This isn't going to get me anywhere.
-This IS wasting your time.
-This is most probably a waste of my time.
But it's what I enjoy doing, and it's where I get my feelings out. So if you have a problem with me writing these or whatever, just don't bother to read them.
Okay first things first;
1-
I made a video blog, it's going really well.. I've got a few views, I had 78 last time I checked, so i'll post my newest videos on here. The newest video will be at the bottom of my page. :)
In my 'vlog' I will talk about everything, not necessarily things I say on here, so make sure you keep checking back to every page I have; kind off difficult, because I have SO many pages!!
2-
My Twitter!
I've think I've fallen inlove with Twitter. Yeah, I barely use it, well, I'm constantly ON it, but I don't post alot:') But it makes me feel popular:'D I have more followers, than I am following! YES! :D
3-
What happened to bebo?:|
4-
Will the world end in 2012? :/
5-
I met this person called Dave;
And he is the funiest, kindest, wisest person I know; he helps me through so much:'D
It's really such a shame he lives in Wales, near a big big sainsburys(?) 'cause I want him to come visit me... :/
But i've known you for what; like 2months?And you've become like a brother; you help me through so much and I've got alot to thankyou for. So thankyou Mr Jones<3 MAOW<3
6-
2011 so far:
2011 has been my year for realising who I really need in my life, who I know I can trust, and who are my real real true friends. I've lost alot of people along the way, but mostly over silly little things.. But I guess I've got on fine without them, so it doesn't change anything. I know I've got my shining buddies out there, who're willing to pick me up when I fall, so I've got these guys to thank. They've built me up into the person I am now, they've taught me alot. And I love them ALL. <3
7-
Fallen inlove with the Welsh+There accents. 'Nuff said.
8-
I've given up caring about what people think now, you can think what you want about me. I'm not going to change who I am for you. I'm not going to change what I wear for you. What I do. What I eat. How I look. I'm staying the same. And I wouldn't give anything to change who I am now. I've made mistakes, but never regret anything, because in the end. It's what makes you who you are.
9-
I still hate people that stereotype and judge. I know people look at me and probably think "Wow. Weirdo." Or some load of crap -.- But if you won't take the time to get to know me, then you're not worth my time at all.
10-
People that lie and spread rumors are starting to annoy me.
I know people are spreading rumors about me. I get told. I have eyes and ears everywhere. Don't think you'll get away with anything. Who cares if the truth hurts, I'd rather be hurt like that, then loosing the boy I love down to some silly, stupid girls in my year. Yes. They know who they are. And yes this is aimed at you. So stop. Because you're being pathetic. Check with ME if you want to know the truth, if not, don't bother spreading anything. Or lieing about my name. I don't care. Because when people realise what some people are really like, and that people are just spreading rumors about there so called "friends" it makes you wonder, what kind of people are these?
Okay rant over.
Links:
https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead <- twitter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGzR6GbqyV4&feature=channel_video_title <- newest video.
Night.
So I sit here writing about anything and everything that I hate or love, wasting your time, I don't even know why I say "you" "your" or anything, cause I doubt many people even read this. -.-
Okay so I know;
-This isn't going to get me anywhere.
-This IS wasting your time.
-This is most probably a waste of my time.
But it's what I enjoy doing, and it's where I get my feelings out. So if you have a problem with me writing these or whatever, just don't bother to read them.
Okay first things first;
1-
I made a video blog, it's going really well.. I've got a few views, I had 78 last time I checked, so i'll post my newest videos on here. The newest video will be at the bottom of my page. :)
In my 'vlog' I will talk about everything, not necessarily things I say on here, so make sure you keep checking back to every page I have; kind off difficult, because I have SO many pages!!
2-
My Twitter!
I've think I've fallen inlove with Twitter. Yeah, I barely use it, well, I'm constantly ON it, but I don't post alot:') But it makes me feel popular:'D I have more followers, than I am following! YES! :D
3-
What happened to bebo?:|
4-
Will the world end in 2012? :/
5-
I met this person called Dave;
And he is the funiest, kindest, wisest person I know; he helps me through so much:'D
It's really such a shame he lives in Wales, near a big big sainsburys(?) 'cause I want him to come visit me... :/
But i've known you for what; like 2months?And you've become like a brother; you help me through so much and I've got alot to thankyou for. So thankyou Mr Jones<3 MAOW<3
6-
2011 so far:
2011 has been my year for realising who I really need in my life, who I know I can trust, and who are my real real true friends. I've lost alot of people along the way, but mostly over silly little things.. But I guess I've got on fine without them, so it doesn't change anything. I know I've got my shining buddies out there, who're willing to pick me up when I fall, so I've got these guys to thank. They've built me up into the person I am now, they've taught me alot. And I love them ALL. <3
7-
Fallen inlove with the Welsh+There accents. 'Nuff said.
8-
I've given up caring about what people think now, you can think what you want about me. I'm not going to change who I am for you. I'm not going to change what I wear for you. What I do. What I eat. How I look. I'm staying the same. And I wouldn't give anything to change who I am now. I've made mistakes, but never regret anything, because in the end. It's what makes you who you are.
9-
I still hate people that stereotype and judge. I know people look at me and probably think "Wow. Weirdo." Or some load of crap -.- But if you won't take the time to get to know me, then you're not worth my time at all.
10-
People that lie and spread rumors are starting to annoy me.
I know people are spreading rumors about me. I get told. I have eyes and ears everywhere. Don't think you'll get away with anything. Who cares if the truth hurts, I'd rather be hurt like that, then loosing the boy I love down to some silly, stupid girls in my year. Yes. They know who they are. And yes this is aimed at you. So stop. Because you're being pathetic. Check with ME if you want to know the truth, if not, don't bother spreading anything. Or lieing about my name. I don't care. Because when people realise what some people are really like, and that people are just spreading rumors about there so called "friends" it makes you wonder, what kind of people are these?
Okay rant over.
Links:
https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead <- twitter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGzR6GbqyV4&feature=channel_video_title <- newest video.
Night.
Thursday, 5 May 2011
VLOGGING!
I just made my first 'vlog' (videoblog) on youtube, I didn't really know what to talk about, and it will be embarrassing to watch, but hey:)
-So I'm waiting for it too upload now....
And when It's uploaded I'll post the so you all can see it D:<
That's if it works... -.-
10minutes later:
I just previewed my video- Embarrassment! D:
But it's publishing! :DD
Okay, so 15minutes later, and it's done:D
HERE IT IS.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnzHlZpBOW8
it took forever. V.V
-So I'm waiting for it too upload now....
And when It's uploaded I'll post the so you all can see it D:<
That's if it works... -.-
10minutes later:
I just previewed my video- Embarrassment! D:
But it's publishing! :DD
Okay, so 15minutes later, and it's done:D
HERE IT IS.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnzHlZpBOW8
it took forever. V.V
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Because I'm Tommy's slave.
To Tommy,
I know I haven't known you very long, but we've become really close, and I trust you so much more now. I hope you're happy with the fact I wrote this because you begged me too. And that you should love me forever!:D
Okay, well.
You're funny, I loved your long hair, and I miss it very muchly, but feel free to borrow mine when you get cold :3
You always manage to cheer me up and make me chuckle, even at the worst times POSSIBLE -.-
You're a funny child;) sucks to be from TLA eh?;)
NEWKIDNEWKID.
Well you're like a little big brother to me. And You mean alot, and I'd miss you an awful lot if you left me</3
I know I haven't known you very long, but we've become really close, and I trust you so much more now. I hope you're happy with the fact I wrote this because you begged me too. And that you should love me forever!:D
Okay, well.
You're funny, I loved your long hair, and I miss it very muchly, but feel free to borrow mine when you get cold :3
You always manage to cheer me up and make me chuckle, even at the worst times POSSIBLE -.-
You're a funny child;) sucks to be from TLA eh?;)
NEWKIDNEWKID.
Well you're like a little big brother to me. And You mean alot, and I'd miss you an awful lot if you left me</3
What I hate..
I've never blogged so much! But this is what my life is coming down too.. Sitting infront of a laptop typing and ranting away, to what no ones reads, funfun!
Okay..
So I actually can't stand it when people do things for attention.
Also all of these reasons...
-When girls act dumb for boys attention. No, this does not make you look cool. It makes you look like a bimbo. Completly idiotic with no education. Yes you go to school. And when you aren't around this certain person, you are an intelletcual badman. But when you get near this person, it's like..Everything you knows goes, and makes you act like a dumbf**k. -.-
-When girls pretend to have a lisp. -.- Talk properly. We all know you're putting it on. And it's offensive to people who do have them.
-FOUNDATION LIPS. EW EW EW. NO. </3 Big big big no. Don't do it. Who's going to want to kiss you with makeup all round your face? Ew. They'd end up wearing half of it. NO NO NO.
-When people talk to you, constantly, and won't get the hint you don't want to talk to them. -.- It's so rude to interupt me when I'm ignoring you.
-People who call girls "fit." or "hot." it means you're looking at there body, not there face, personalilty or deep down inside.
-Spiders. Ew.
-People that stereotype. But that's a whoooole different blog.
-Formspring. What is the point!? -.-
-People that can't spell simples words, and yes, I know, I make typo's and can't spell some words. Drop it. I'm only human.
-People who talk like this: "ite bbz, u k? wubu2"
Mentions carried on:
Dan Long-
Don't know you too well, but you seem like an alright kiddo. :)
Okay..
So I actually can't stand it when people do things for attention.
Also all of these reasons...
-When girls act dumb for boys attention. No, this does not make you look cool. It makes you look like a bimbo. Completly idiotic with no education. Yes you go to school. And when you aren't around this certain person, you are an intelletcual badman. But when you get near this person, it's like..Everything you knows goes, and makes you act like a dumbf**k. -.-
-When girls pretend to have a lisp. -.- Talk properly. We all know you're putting it on. And it's offensive to people who do have them.
-FOUNDATION LIPS. EW EW EW. NO. </3 Big big big no. Don't do it. Who's going to want to kiss you with makeup all round your face? Ew. They'd end up wearing half of it. NO NO NO.
-When people talk to you, constantly, and won't get the hint you don't want to talk to them. -.- It's so rude to interupt me when I'm ignoring you.
-People who call girls "fit." or "hot." it means you're looking at there body, not there face, personalilty or deep down inside.
-Spiders. Ew.
-People that stereotype. But that's a whoooole different blog.
-Formspring. What is the point!? -.-
-People that can't spell simples words, and yes, I know, I make typo's and can't spell some words. Drop it. I'm only human.
-People who talk like this: "ite bbz, u k? wubu2"
Mentions carried on:
Dan Long-
Don't know you too well, but you seem like an alright kiddo. :)
Mentions:)
Lewis Denyer-
Fallen out with this guy so many times, I can't count anymore. -.-
BUT He still means an awful lot to me, and I'd still do anything for him:)
James Goddard-
This child, is an absolute goon, but I love him;D
He's my unrelated big brother, my bestfriend, he picks me up when I fall, and cheers me up when I'm down.
I have so much to thank him for<3
Megan Buchanan-
This girl is my bestest girlfriend, sister, bestfriends, brother, husband, wifey, whatever, I have so much in common with this girl, we got on from day 1, and she's constantly helping me through life, I'm always going to be here for you girly<3 I love you so much.
Joe Glynn-
I love him. With all I have. Definition of perfect. Right there. I've told him what he means to me, and ceebs to type it out again;D <3
But, I love you Joe<3
SO many people.. SO little time..
Emily Lewis-
I LOVE THIS GIRL.
She moved away. And I miss her so much</3
I love you Emileh, come home<3<3<3<3
I give up. -.- <3
BAI<3
Fallen out with this guy so many times, I can't count anymore. -.-
BUT He still means an awful lot to me, and I'd still do anything for him:)
James Goddard-
This child, is an absolute goon, but I love him;D
He's my unrelated big brother, my bestfriend, he picks me up when I fall, and cheers me up when I'm down.
I have so much to thank him for<3
Megan Buchanan-
This girl is my bestest girlfriend, sister, bestfriends, brother, husband, wifey, whatever, I have so much in common with this girl, we got on from day 1, and she's constantly helping me through life, I'm always going to be here for you girly<3 I love you so much.
Joe Glynn-
I love him. With all I have. Definition of perfect. Right there. I've told him what he means to me, and ceebs to type it out again;D <3
But, I love you Joe<3
SO many people.. SO little time..
Emily Lewis-
I LOVE THIS GIRL.
She moved away. And I miss her so much</3
I love you Emileh, come home<3<3<3<3
I give up. -.- <3
BAI<3
UPDATES ;3
Well, I think the last time I uploaded a picture, was a few months ago :) So heeeere.
This is me now, and this is my new HUUUUUGE hairspray:)
Hairspray; is my lifesaver. I neeed it. My hair would be a HUGE disaster without it</3
Well, I'm still Chloe, I'm still 14, and I get my braces off (hopefully) in twoweeks.
I always tell people to stay true to them selves, and be who they want to be. Ignore the haters. But it's easier said then done. Haters. They're everywhere. We're human, off course we care about what people think about us. Boys like what they see, and girls like what they hear, it's why girls wear makeup and boys lie.
I'm an open minded person, but sometimes, the littlest things set me off..
Before anyone states it, I am not emo. I am no scene. I am me. And if you don't like it, who am I to stop you hating? You are the people who made me who I am to day. You build me up and break me down. But altogether you're just making me stronger. Helping me face my fears. And getting me far inlife.
I believe in ghosts.
I believe in guardian angels.
I believe in the spirits.
And I believe that someone, or something, is watching me. Wherever I go, I have this suspition that something has a careful eye on me... For good or bad. It freaks me out -.-
I'm not the bravest person, nor the strongest. But I'll stick up for my family, and the ones I love.
I'm a lover, not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.
I've been used. I've been lied to. I've been broken. I've been torn. I've been brokedown. I've been humiliated. I've been embarrassed. I've made mistakes. But what do you expect? I'm a human girl. At the end of the day I'm doing what I love to do. I'm doing what makes me happy, and what makes me smile. I'm being who I want to be. Whether that's what you hate. I'm not changing for anybody.
My first concert was Girls Aloud -.- *facepalms*
My second was Mika, third, GreenDay, fourth, A Day To Remember, fifth All Time Low, and my sixth will be Take That, :)
I'm impatient. I'm insecure. I have imperfections. But you've just got to accept that.
This is me now, and this is my new HUUUUUGE hairspray:)
Hairspray; is my lifesaver. I neeed it. My hair would be a HUGE disaster without it</3
Well, I'm still Chloe, I'm still 14, and I get my braces off (hopefully) in twoweeks.
I always tell people to stay true to them selves, and be who they want to be. Ignore the haters. But it's easier said then done. Haters. They're everywhere. We're human, off course we care about what people think about us. Boys like what they see, and girls like what they hear, it's why girls wear makeup and boys lie.
I'm an open minded person, but sometimes, the littlest things set me off..
Before anyone states it, I am not emo. I am no scene. I am me. And if you don't like it, who am I to stop you hating? You are the people who made me who I am to day. You build me up and break me down. But altogether you're just making me stronger. Helping me face my fears. And getting me far inlife.
I believe in ghosts.
I believe in guardian angels.
I believe in the spirits.
And I believe that someone, or something, is watching me. Wherever I go, I have this suspition that something has a careful eye on me... For good or bad. It freaks me out -.-
I'm not the bravest person, nor the strongest. But I'll stick up for my family, and the ones I love.
I'm a lover, not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.
I've been used. I've been lied to. I've been broken. I've been torn. I've been brokedown. I've been humiliated. I've been embarrassed. I've made mistakes. But what do you expect? I'm a human girl. At the end of the day I'm doing what I love to do. I'm doing what makes me happy, and what makes me smile. I'm being who I want to be. Whether that's what you hate. I'm not changing for anybody.
My first concert was Girls Aloud -.- *facepalms*
My second was Mika, third, GreenDay, fourth, A Day To Remember, fifth All Time Low, and my sixth will be Take That, :)
I'm impatient. I'm insecure. I have imperfections. But you've just got to accept that.
I really want this to happen:L on 21/12/2012, I wanna get a text saying: "If the world really does end today, I just want you to know I love you."
I love my guitar and I love twitter<3
https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead <-- my twitter, hinthint.
http://www.facebook.com/chloee.louiseee <-- facebook, hinthint.
I love my guitar and I love twitter<3
https://twitter.com/#!/takemedead <-- my twitter, hinthint.
http://www.facebook.com/chloee.louiseee <-- facebook, hinthint.
Because I want to get a point across.
You shouldn't change because people don't like the way you are. Try to be original, although original isn't around anymore. You can't be yourself without being judged. You can't be yourself without earning a label. You shouldn't need to change, because if people truly liked you, they'd look past your flaws.
If you wear a hoodie, you're instantly a chav.
If you wear black, you're instantly a goth.
If you wear skinnies and dark makeup, you're an emo.
If you wear makeup, you're plastic.
Although, I must agree, some people do wear to much makeup, and make themself look like the next generation of barbie. Less is more. Unless it's eyeliner. Eyeliner IS my world.
I wear eyeliner, I have black hair, I have black nails, I wear skinnies, and I want snakebites. I've stretched my ear, and I wear band t-shirts, and hoodies. This is how I like to dress, this is how I feel comftable. In no means am I "emo", "goth" or "scene". Personally, I believe it is wrong to label people. Everyone has a different personality and no one is the same. Therefore how is it physically POSSIBLE to label people? Trying to put people into "catergories" would never work. Everyone is DIFFERENT. No two people are the SAME. Okay, so some people like to wear skinnies, some people like to wear short dresses, but I'm pretty sure, everyone doesn't JUST wear these clothes. They have pyjamas? They have formal wear. They have informal wear.
I doubt anyone will read this far down :'3
But, THE best cover of Umbrella just came on in my playlist :') All Time Low<3
"Because when the sun shines we'll shine togetheeeeer"
Anywhom,
It's wrong to judge, lable, catergorize people. Think how you would feel if you were put into this certain "list" of people, and people though you all acted the same? You'd hate it. Because you're different to everyone. Certain people don't think it's right to be different. But it's good. Be yourself. Not who people want you to be.
Rant done. :)
If you wear a hoodie, you're instantly a chav.
If you wear black, you're instantly a goth.
If you wear skinnies and dark makeup, you're an emo.
If you wear makeup, you're plastic.
Although, I must agree, some people do wear to much makeup, and make themself look like the next generation of barbie. Less is more. Unless it's eyeliner. Eyeliner IS my world.
I wear eyeliner, I have black hair, I have black nails, I wear skinnies, and I want snakebites. I've stretched my ear, and I wear band t-shirts, and hoodies. This is how I like to dress, this is how I feel comftable. In no means am I "emo", "goth" or "scene". Personally, I believe it is wrong to label people. Everyone has a different personality and no one is the same. Therefore how is it physically POSSIBLE to label people? Trying to put people into "catergories" would never work. Everyone is DIFFERENT. No two people are the SAME. Okay, so some people like to wear skinnies, some people like to wear short dresses, but I'm pretty sure, everyone doesn't JUST wear these clothes. They have pyjamas? They have formal wear. They have informal wear.
I doubt anyone will read this far down :'3
But, THE best cover of Umbrella just came on in my playlist :') All Time Low<3
"Because when the sun shines we'll shine togetheeeeer"
Anywhom,
It's wrong to judge, lable, catergorize people. Think how you would feel if you were put into this certain "list" of people, and people though you all acted the same? You'd hate it. Because you're different to everyone. Certain people don't think it's right to be different. But it's good. Be yourself. Not who people want you to be.
Rant done. :)
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
I have a bestfriend, who is my brother. And I admire him so much.
To James;
Well what can I say...
It feels like I've known you for forever and a day, you know me so well, and your always someone I look upto. You help me through rough times, and make me smile and laugh constantly. You're my bestfriend and my brother, and you mean everything to me. I know you've been through some hard times, but I hope you know I'm always here by your side every step you take. Never regret anything that once made you smile. Some decisions in life may be hard, but I know you'll always choose the right ones. I admire you for being able to be yourself, and express yourself the way you do. I love the trust we have, I feel as if I can tell you anything, and you're so open minded to everything I tell you, and you always take on board what I tell you, and help me through everything.
I know you'll always be there when I need my bestfriend. I know you'll always be there when I need my brother. I don't care if we dress differently to others, or how we act is different. I like how we can be ourselfves round eachother, and just forget about all the worries and talk to eachother about them.
I've never had a bestfriend like you, or someone who is so much like my big brother<3.
Bestfriends are like four-leaf clovers,
hard to find, and lucky to have<3
I love you Jameeeesy:3
love from your sister, Chloe.
<3<3<3<3
Well what can I say...
It feels like I've known you for forever and a day, you know me so well, and your always someone I look upto. You help me through rough times, and make me smile and laugh constantly. You're my bestfriend and my brother, and you mean everything to me. I know you've been through some hard times, but I hope you know I'm always here by your side every step you take. Never regret anything that once made you smile. Some decisions in life may be hard, but I know you'll always choose the right ones. I admire you for being able to be yourself, and express yourself the way you do. I love the trust we have, I feel as if I can tell you anything, and you're so open minded to everything I tell you, and you always take on board what I tell you, and help me through everything.
I know you'll always be there when I need my bestfriend. I know you'll always be there when I need my brother. I don't care if we dress differently to others, or how we act is different. I like how we can be ourselfves round eachother, and just forget about all the worries and talk to eachother about them.
I've never had a bestfriend like you, or someone who is so much like my big brother<3.
Bestfriends are like four-leaf clovers,
hard to find, and lucky to have<3
I love you Jameeeesy:3
love from your sister, Chloe.
<3<3<3<3
Thursday, 17 February 2011
A quick Happy Birthday :3
Well today is my bestest friends Sparky's birthday :3 So happy birthday m'dear:) Have a great day, and thankyou for always being there for me. I know you'll always listen, and I know I can always count on you. :) Have a great day, and I hope to see you soon. Much Love :) <3<3<3
Wednesday, 16 February 2011
The first blog is always the most embarrassing.
Well I'm Chloe, I'm fourteen, and I live in the United Kingdom. I'm a pescatarian, and I made a blog because I guess you're the only people to listen these days? I could rant for England I guess.
I play guitar, and clarinet... and would like to start a band... >.<
I listen to any type of music, other than the usual "Pop" although some is good. I've seen Green Day, A Day To Remember, and a few other bands live.. And I hope to go to loads more gigs. I really want to go to glastonbury but I guess I'll just have to wait :3
I think that's enough for my first blog, I might start boring you :3
<3.
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